Not that I’d want it to be different. XXX Why? But it didn’t matter. “I’m sorry,” I murmured shyly. “I think the first thing we should look at is limits. But… But every time I noticed it, I snapped back as quickly as I could. One of the perks of being an introvert. “We could do it tomorrow if you have the third or fourth period free. And he was hard. Sorry, sir. I had expected the nerves to get even worse now that I was really going to do it, but somehow, the opposite happened. He hadn’t said something like, ‘it seems like you could focus better now’. His face, his hands. I never figured out if the other girls really can’t control themselves or if they show their emotions on purpose, but for me, it’s easy to hide what I’m thinking.
